2/27/2002

I'm so sorry…

I'm so sorry that it's turned out so bad
Never imagined we'd both end up so sad
There's nothing I can do to take the pain away
You just have to live your life day by day

I can't help but break down in tears
As I'm living one of my biggest fears
Experiencing a life without my only love
Something I never would have dreamed of

When the bright yellow sun rises overland
With my feet embedded deeply in the sand
I'll stare at the ocean with an amazing smile
Remembering the love of my life, all the while

Like a valuable love song
Your spirit in me remains strong
From the time we had our first kiss
To the time where we can only reminisce

With all thats been said and done
It's time we both leave our loved one
The time has come to say goodbye
Knowing the love we share will never die

Happiness will soon present itself to you
Or it may be something you'll just fall into
It may slowly creep it's way into your heart
Understand though, you have to be willing to take part

Grasp the love with every bit of might
Let it become your sole guiding light
Allow it to take you to new and exciting places
Meeting interesting people and friendly faces

Though it may seem to lead you astray
Be confident that in the end everthing will be 'OK'
Love is so much more than what you and I know
When you find it, it gives you that remarkable golden glow

Shining through all the pain and stress of life
Cutting through it like a razor sharp knife
A glow that only one person can see
Is the glow of one who only loves thee

When I leave, it will not be in spite
It will be the only thing that's right
Right for me in the long run
Knowing for certain, your love will not be outdone

To my baby who's treated me so well
You've helped release me from my cold prison cell
What you've done, I can never thank you enough
Because now, I've realized all the small stuff

This won't be the last poem, that's a vow
I'm filled with love, I wish you could see me now
My eyes are wide open and colored a royal blue
Just because I know...that I will always love you