9/26/2000

Why Does Love Cause So Much Pain?

I thought that I loved him
I just can't explain
When he is not here
I feel so much pain

I'm dying inside
I can't heal my heart
But I think it'd be better
If we stayed apart

I thought our love was real
But I want to be free
No one understands
How much this hurts me

I'm not true to myself
And I am not true to him
But now it's too late
To start over again

I have his heart
But I have to let it go
I don't know why
I guess I'll never know

I'm so confused
When I look into his eyes
I just can't stand
To say good bye

I am here
Waiting in sorrow
Wondering what
Will happen tomorrow

It's hard for me
When tears fall like rain
Why does love
always cause so muchpain?