6/13/1999

LOOKING BACK

The day we met
 How was I to know
 My mind was set
 In thinking it can never be so

 I've made my mistakes
 I've felt the pain
 With all the bad takes
 Remembering in vain

 But there you were
 A complete mystery to me
 So kind and allure
 allowing me to see

 Time has passed by
 As we're grown to know
 I sit back and sigh
 As me feelings begin to show

 I think back to myself
 "Hold my guard"
 The heartache itself
 Cannot be left without regard

 Then your lips touched mine
 As my heart became a fire
 A feeling so divine
 It goes without tire

 A moment in time
 Grew into something more
 Before I knew it, that line
 Was evedently tore

 Your fingers graced my arm
 Your lips careesed my neck
 You meant no harm
 As my feelings became in check

 I gazed into your eyes
 Such desire & passion
 And to my demise
 My heart was in total submission.

 What are you doing?
 Why are these feelings here?
 Is there any stopping?
 Or shall I allow them to appear?

 I'm scared
 And yet I'm content
 How should I not dare
 Complete this fullfillment?

 You weren't supposed to be
 How could you have known?
 Do you realize in me
 What it is that you have done?

 Where do we go
 From where we stand?
 Do we allow this to flow
 Or make amends.

 I know what I want
 and in my heart its you
 All I have now is the taunt
 if your feelings are as true