1/16/2001

Robert - Confused

A darkened bar,
A pen and pad.
Is this all I have
For the life I had?

A special gentleman that I knew
Came back into my life.
Now I'm confused
And filled with strife.

I'm so confused
I know not why.
My hand it shakes,
As I write and sigh.

My heart it pounds
For the man I Love.
I pray for guidance
From above.

I now realize that things will never be.
Between my Special man and me.
For this I feel lonely and blue
Because I know my Love for him is true.

The conflict I have within my heart.
It confuses and terrifies me.
I've never been so scared before
Of my life that's ahead of me.